UNDER THE TREE
UNDER THE TREE
UNDER THE TREE
I used to be afraid to close my eyes because all eye’d see was red spaghetti.
After thought and information I’ve come to believe what I saw were slithering serpents terrorizing my sight when I was not seeing-no I could not stare too long, because I was afraid that all I’d see in my minds eye were serpents…then
you.
UNDER THE TREE we sat after eating feeling the knowing that “we’ve been here before!” She laughed and exclaimed that we were only tripping…deceived. I looked to a tree nearby and saw around its trunk swirling a rainbow collection of symmetrical lizards; a faded rainbow of scaly pigmentation I could touch, but swore not too. Did a deep hatred of secular materialism lead me to this moment, to follow suit into Aldus Huxley’s shoes? One thing I know now is deja vu is not only a universal phenomena, but one that points not to reincarnation, but Gods Decree.
Because I ate of forbidden fruits-many times, but it only took just one day to go mad-not that day I might add (to see what was truly there-realer than real like others have seen before through pharmakia, magic, thanks to Margaret Sanger still child sacrifice and lore-) partaking of that fruit aloud me entrance into a new world (or should I say a world as old as sin that THE LORD keeps the obedient from seeing?)
; to close my eyes and to see a deeply purple-blue hue and hear its sound of resonant low tone-to feel it take up the space of my room…From that moment, everything changed-NO, It’s not just taking drugs, it’s false worship as the scriptures declare clearly-allowing me community with the dark ones; the “them’s” unseen-speaking to me . Why didn’t I see them?). No matter if the pagans of old or the sexual revolution of the 50’s n’ 60’s, secret knowledge was given, but child sacrifice was required…
I could feel a reality not seen (does that make me a wizard?), being gripped by the gaze that I acquired that seemed to be given to me by someone who required an I-O-U…All I could sense was,” you are mine” a lie because yet, although I see this life through new eye (yes, I saw the lizard man I dreamed)…I was yet still a child of The Covenant…
and then HE came…
yet HE decreed
that I should see
freely.
Through HIM
I’m a traitor and I’m changed; no longer under the weight of HIS Wrath Worshipping HIM in spirit and in truth with face unveiled and eyes that are at peace and able to truly SEE
(sea).
